This moment

The real life is always in hurry. In the huge flow of fast-step lifestyle, I almost forgot to stop, and examine what made me here and if I still keep in the right direction, and the original purpose of being here.

Still, hesitation and doubt, about my decision of being an environmentalist. What specialist can I be, what type of work I can do? Though I can tell myself at least this is what you want, but I need to be more specific and plan for the long-term. It's always not to late to plan early. It's the best!

Biology is not only my background, it's also my passion. The thought of preserving these creatures is the basic idea for me to step on the green way. Recently I often remembered how wonderful it is to be able to practice and learn biological science. For me, it's not only a subject, but also my belief for life and almost everything. Others may think it is silly and naive to compare man to other animals, but I think all life in these world have it's right to live. No superiority and hierarchy. We are smarter, in a sense, and I think it is our responsibility to preserve all these lives in this Noah.

Life here. The cultural shock and inability to contribute my effort in a teamwork always made me feel frustrated. I start doubting myself if this is really what I want, or can I really be somebody after this program. I know there are dozens of great people in my class and success or not is up to myself.

Personalism is the difference.

I need to meet more friends, as many as possible. Those with strong personality and adamant belief.

Time is still passing, through every single tick and tack.
And where is my motivation? It's there, among the people.