現實總是殘酷

你知道嗎?

每次想到這都想一頭往夢裡哉

但是夢總有醒來的一刻 (只有一種情況例外)

起床了

開始呼吸

日子還是得過

還要朝著眼前的目標前進 還有許多問題要處理

微笑吧! 孩子~

就如同事情總沒有想像的那麼好

也不會有想像的那麼糟

人生就這樣走一回 何不瀟灑自在的邁進 哼著歌

就不過這960個月

深呼吸

至少你還自由

未來還是無限寬廣

The empty hole in my heart

Sometimes I feel like I am actively searching for something and being positive;

sometimes I just leave all the things aside, pretending nothing happened, and let the time passing like flying.

Always, I realize there is something I don't have, my deficiencies.

Always, the time I reach my goal, so does the passion fades away.

I got confused. Why I cannot even know myself? What's wrong with me? Why I cannot be consistent.

......................................

Long to be home for the past few months. By this time, I am not sure I really want to go back home, or this is just a way to pacify my unease heart.

Is there really a so called home? or all of my anticipation simply comes from and distorts by my naive imagination.

Is there really a life goal? or we are simply an biological individuals, waiting for the day to decease. Ha... I kinda like this idea.

The more I know about the world, the stupider I feel I am. Why everything can get so complicate and there's no simple way out? Well, it's a good time to confess that you're a idiot. Good Idea. Good night... Good morning