在天使笑靨的背面是惡魔
另一個擺脫不掉的我
痛苦的祈求以一切換取原來的自我
在得到救贖的瞬間
發現潔白的羽翼下也盡是腐爛的軀殼
近況
似乎才剛開始了在Nicholas School的第三個學期
轉眼間學期也又過了一半 準備進入Fall Break
認識了很多新的朋友Andy, Yi, Meng
接受了許多挑戰 應付課業作業 銜接NI的工作 被Advisor追殺的MasterProject
慢慢適應了 習慣了 漸漸喜歡上了這邊 校園生活
慢慢建立起了自信心
慢慢有了歸屬感 有了待下來努力的理由
一年前的我也猜不到現在的自己會變成怎樣 似乎總是隨波逐流缺少屬於自己的想法
但在這邊的環境 真的讓我認識到很多值得學習傚法的人
見賢思齊 真的有這種讓人打從心裡佩服的人
受到的激勵與鼓勵 好想變得更好 更積極 更成功
我感覺到自己的成長
在各方面
我很感激
還要再努力
轉眼間學期也又過了一半 準備進入Fall Break
認識了很多新的朋友Andy, Yi, Meng
接受了許多挑戰 應付課業作業 銜接NI的工作 被Advisor追殺的MasterProject
慢慢適應了 習慣了 漸漸喜歡上了這邊 校園生活
慢慢建立起了自信心
慢慢有了歸屬感 有了待下來努力的理由
一年前的我也猜不到現在的自己會變成怎樣 似乎總是隨波逐流缺少屬於自己的想法
但在這邊的環境 真的讓我認識到很多值得學習傚法的人
見賢思齊 真的有這種讓人打從心裡佩服的人
受到的激勵與鼓勵 好想變得更好 更積極 更成功
我感覺到自己的成長
在各方面
我很感激
還要再努力
現實總是殘酷
你知道嗎?
每次想到這都想一頭往夢裡哉
但是夢總有醒來的一刻 (只有一種情況例外)
起床了
開始呼吸
日子還是得過
還要朝著眼前的目標前進 還有許多問題要處理
微笑吧! 孩子~
就如同事情總沒有想像的那麼好
也不會有想像的那麼糟
人生就這樣走一回 何不瀟灑自在的邁進 哼著歌
就不過這960個月
深呼吸
至少你還自由
未來還是無限寬廣
每次想到這都想一頭往夢裡哉
但是夢總有醒來的一刻 (只有一種情況例外)
起床了
開始呼吸
日子還是得過
還要朝著眼前的目標前進 還有許多問題要處理
微笑吧! 孩子~
就如同事情總沒有想像的那麼好
也不會有想像的那麼糟
人生就這樣走一回 何不瀟灑自在的邁進 哼著歌
就不過這960個月
深呼吸
至少你還自由
未來還是無限寬廣
The empty hole in my heart
Sometimes I feel like I am actively searching for something and being positive;
sometimes I just leave all the things aside, pretending nothing happened, and let the time passing like flying.
Always, I realize there is something I don't have, my deficiencies.
Always, the time I reach my goal, so does the passion fades away.
I got confused. Why I cannot even know myself? What's wrong with me? Why I cannot be consistent.
......................................
Long to be home for the past few months. By this time, I am not sure I really want to go back home, or this is just a way to pacify my unease heart.
Is there really a so called home? or all of my anticipation simply comes from and distorts by my naive imagination.
Is there really a life goal? or we are simply an biological individuals, waiting for the day to decease. Ha... I kinda like this idea.
The more I know about the world, the stupider I feel I am. Why everything can get so complicate and there's no simple way out? Well, it's a good time to confess that you're a idiot. Good Idea. Good night... Good morning
sometimes I just leave all the things aside, pretending nothing happened, and let the time passing like flying.
Always, I realize there is something I don't have, my deficiencies.
Always, the time I reach my goal, so does the passion fades away.
I got confused. Why I cannot even know myself? What's wrong with me? Why I cannot be consistent.
......................................
Long to be home for the past few months. By this time, I am not sure I really want to go back home, or this is just a way to pacify my unease heart.
Is there really a so called home? or all of my anticipation simply comes from and distorts by my naive imagination.
Is there really a life goal? or we are simply an biological individuals, waiting for the day to decease. Ha... I kinda like this idea.
The more I know about the world, the stupider I feel I am. Why everything can get so complicate and there's no simple way out? Well, it's a good time to confess that you're a idiot. Good Idea. Good night... Good morning
Francesca's
This is my second time in visiting coffee shop. Francesca's Desert is like the coffee shop I familiar with in Taiwan. Internet (power outlet of course), coffee, and cozy environment are the three essential components for this kind of shops, and Francesca's meet all these requirements. It locates on the 9th street, the most popular site except down town I would say. Here, you can rarely see a house higher than two floors. The atmosphere is relax and agreeable with good painting decorations.
Anyway, I kind of like this place. Hope this place will be "the place" for me to work, study, and enjoy the warmth of weekend sunshine.
Alas, this place (I mean Durham) is too small and few pictures can be found on internet. I'll take some pictures of this lovely place next time.
Anyway, I kind of like this place. Hope this place will be "the place" for me to work, study, and enjoy the warmth of weekend sunshine.
Alas, this place (I mean Durham) is too small and few pictures can be found on internet. I'll take some pictures of this lovely place next time.
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