心情算是有好一點了, thanks to the power of music

被時間追趕的日子,連它怎麼溜走的不知道

赫然發現自己看事情的角度還是有限

心胸格局依舊狹隘

信心尚未都沒建立

不設限未來的我會在哪逐夢

只願朝著自己所謂的真理邁進

哪些美與感動,才有追求的意義

Close

Again, I am so close to what I want myself to achieve.

Again, I fail to do so.

Sit. Think.

I feel like losing the ability of thinking. Not enough of caffeine?

And I found that without drink a cup of coffee in the morning, that day is basically a waste.

This semester I have different schedule, so basically I am all along in most of the classes.

First time, I realize there is no friend and how I crave for one, just one.

Looking on the bright side, it is a great opportunity for me to really know some friends. Only if I can take off my pride and join the crowd, and talk.

How I want to join these people, discussing the issues we care. Hope I am not going to sit here all by myself, again, and again.

盡頭

好像慢慢浮現了,掐指一算,似乎也該到了這個時候

從來都沒搞清楚自己要什麼,順從自己腦中恣意的揮舞青春

心飛了,或不飛,抑或想飛了

動靜拿捏不定,曾經的自信滿溢如今也蕩然無存

舞劍飲酒,穿梭到另外一扇時空的門

帶不走的,還是要留下

This moment

The real life is always in hurry. In the huge flow of fast-step lifestyle, I almost forgot to stop, and examine what made me here and if I still keep in the right direction, and the original purpose of being here.

Still, hesitation and doubt, about my decision of being an environmentalist. What specialist can I be, what type of work I can do? Though I can tell myself at least this is what you want, but I need to be more specific and plan for the long-term. It's always not to late to plan early. It's the best!

Biology is not only my background, it's also my passion. The thought of preserving these creatures is the basic idea for me to step on the green way. Recently I often remembered how wonderful it is to be able to practice and learn biological science. For me, it's not only a subject, but also my belief for life and almost everything. Others may think it is silly and naive to compare man to other animals, but I think all life in these world have it's right to live. No superiority and hierarchy. We are smarter, in a sense, and I think it is our responsibility to preserve all these lives in this Noah.

Life here. The cultural shock and inability to contribute my effort in a teamwork always made me feel frustrated. I start doubting myself if this is really what I want, or can I really be somebody after this program. I know there are dozens of great people in my class and success or not is up to myself.

Personalism is the difference.

I need to meet more friends, as many as possible. Those with strong personality and adamant belief.

Time is still passing, through every single tick and tack.
And where is my motivation? It's there, among the people.

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Try Again



Try Again Lyrics
Artist(Band):Keane

I fell asleep on a late night train
I missed my stop and I went round again
Why would I wanna see you now?
To fix it up, make it up somehow

Baby I'll try again, try again
Baby I die every night, every time

What I was isn't what I am
I'd change back but I don't know if I can

Still I'll try, try again, try again
Baby I die every night, every time

But I was made the way I am
I'm not a stone; I'm just a man
Lay down your arms and I will lay down mine
Rip back the time that we've been wasting

God I wish you could see me now
You'd pick me up and you'd sort me out

Baby I'll try again, try again
Baby I die every night, every time

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In the period of loneliness, music always in my mind.