Life Recently

Recently, my life and schedule are stuffed with works, assignments and meetings. Thanks to Jen, I joined the BCI (BigCatInitiative) group, finally I have the chance to work with people that care about wildlife. It's an honor and pleasure to work with these people. They inspired me with their knowledge and passion. I feel there is so much I need to learn in conservation science, and these guys are serious. After all, you need to be serious because the population of wildlife won't stop dwindling. Even you have problems in your life, you cannot stop conserving!

I also appreciate the opportunity to work with Darma. He's such a smart workaholic, from 3am to 5pm every single day. For me, he's an perfect example of how aliens should work on this land to fulfill their american dream. He did it, and he has even bigger one await. I am thankful for his concern, making me feel like he's my elder brother that really taking care of me. I really appreciate it.

The progress in master project is limited. However, I will have regular meeting with my advisor so that she can keep track on it. This is also the way to force myself being lazy, staying away from the confort zone.

As a result, the time I have spent at home is poorly little. I think I can just rent a bed instead of the whole room.

I tried hard to fill out every single block on my google calendar, so that I can stop thinking about the being alone. Even being alone, I let the music distract myself from connecting the tranquility with loneliness. Still, I would inevitably feel the huge wave of solitude overwhelming me when I walk alone in the campus, when I drive alone during the night, when I shower and try to sing to myself. Every night and day.

By the way, coffee works.